Should I let it GO~

so skunk i seriusly xtau ngn siapa sebenarnya aku berhubungan..i need to end it right away coz sumpah nie sume x healthy ntok aku...so freakin devastated! so from now on...need to kill sumone

Cloudberry Show is Almost NEAR!

tinggal lagi satu bulan show pertama 13Oct2012 bertempat di Doppel Cafe,CM,Kuala Lumpur...tapi aku x prepare langsung..dengan sakit aku yang x sembuh2 lagi nie..macam mana nak g show?ermm....hoping sgt dapat buat dengan sehabis baik!!jadi kepada kawan2 jangan lupa saksikan k>>>

uncle ben a.k.a pakwa

he is my uncle,yang dah hilang over 1 year...i and nina saw him yesterday at KL SENTRAL station where dia tengah duduk seorang diri..urut kaki die....die abang sulung kepada 3 adik beradik papa(ayah kandung) my papa is the youngest...kesian i tengok uncle die minta pinjam duit masa tu tapi bole pulak time tu i xbawak duit(tertinggal kat rumah) erm..i told uncle ben untuk call i keesokan harinya sebab dia pak cik saya yang dekat takkan nak tengok famili mcm tu...sedangkan kalau bukan keluarga kita dah sedih kalau jadi mcm tu inikan famili sndr....so hari ini i jumpa uncle ben and slow talk dengan dia,ask him to go back home...but he refuse,dia xnak bebankan sapa2 dengan keadaan dia mcm nie...die nak bawak diri ke johor bahru...i tanya u nak buat apa pergi sana all your famili is here...then he say "i want my Old job back(chef)" i lagi selesa kat sana..ermm terpikir juga dalam kepala aku die tinggal mana sebab aku nampak dia bawak beg with towel...even die merempat tapi masih menjaga kebersihan diri...so i gave him some money coz after dah berbual panjang xkan nak biar uncle xde duit..nanti nak makan apa...so i invite die pergi makan sekali with my 2 other friend...kami pergi makan di foodcourt kl sentral...i ask him go buy the train ticket first..lama x berborak dengan uncle ben..cara die cakap masih mcm dulu,die still waras coz die pandai...terpegun kawan2 aku tengok die..he is a man with knowledge...aku paham die nak bawa diri..so aku biarkan sebab sapa aku untuk menghalang..aku masih muda..so on the way back i ask him to take care..call me if he need anything...

Marriage

ermm...bab kahwin??who dont want to get married have a happy life with their family...for me i nak!!even i'm still young according to them (family) but bukan lagi baik ke kalau kita kawin awal elak benda haram kan...i nak anak ramai,suami mithali,loving and take care..but for now i dun think i found 1...coz there will always be a BUT!bukan punggung its TETAPI...masalah2 yg kita sendiri x sedar..xlihat or buat xtau...i love someone but sometime he gave me reason not to married him...so??i nak buat mcm mana???sakit kepala...wanita kalau kawin lambat bagi masyarakat nanti dikata belakang..such as :-(xlaku) sakit la hati kalau kita dengar kan...i nak jadi wanita bekerjaya abuden i still want to be a super MOM and super WIFE(mcm dalam movie tu) cute kan....cook for someone we love is meant a LOT to me...full of joyful and of course duka pon aku rasa...asam garam kehidupan sapa yg PERFECT?please Allah show me some sign who gonna be my Suami...i need your guide...please :(

Suasana bekerja di bangsar village sangat berbeza dengan tempat2 kerja yang lain...everyday i will heard live piano performance from a talented boy....dia buta tapi he know all the old stuff music from 80's and 90's which is of course my favourite..at here people are so friendly even they are busy,or rich or famous....they being who they are really are...a humble and sweet person..i met new friends here berbeza kaum and mix blood...so for now i'm happy...inysa'Allah kalau dipermudahkan moga lebih bahagia :) Amin

Cloudberry project

so boys and girls all over malaysia....

New JOB! new LIFE!

now ladies and gentleman i'm not working as a Safety or so whatever that i'm taking the course,now i'm focusing on my career as a sales beautician maybe some people will ask me.

FOR REAL KE BABE??.....so i answer DAMN IT YA LAAAAA!

course for me..this is more suitable for me than the safety thing even thought i'm not that LEMBIK what u so called like pinky-pinky gurlish-gurlish want na make me PUKE!..

coz for me this is also challenging..my salary is based on my performance so for now i think my performance was alhamdulillah coz i got promoted on the fourth month i'm working....

well ladies n gentleman now i stated at Bangsar Village II so kinda 24hours i'm here...so if u want to find me,visit me maybe...i will be here always insya'Allah...

Skin care product that i'm selling right now is Dr.Sebagh which from France and the doctor is quite known all over the world by the famous FACE such as Cindy Crawford and Simon Cowell....so u see the artwork...u kinda like it right?so does i...so now i'm trying to depth more knowledge so i can get more UNTUNG...get Kawin with someone Suit me well....and maybe more good to come....


and Salam Hari Raya...Happy Independence day !

Period still dun GO!!!

my period is still here with me attach to me.....so closed!fuck up already!!aiyooo.....selamber gila cite pasal period kat sini haha...anyway you all i miss u guys so much!